Getting OLD.

 

I want to be young, careless and irresponsible again!

 

I do not belong here!

I tried to look for ways to go overseas to live.

I just cannot fathom living in such a small congested place for the rest of my life! Ugh. The crowds, the weather, the lack of excitment and natural scenery. 

It’s. So. Stifling.

=’(

Van is a sad little girl.

 

On another note, I caved and got the iPhone.

Right now it’s still working out ok. But I think I’ll get over it pretty soon. Not sure if it’s money well spent. But at least I will not be bored whenever I have some free time – I can download games! That’s the only thing that makes me happy – access to the internet through my phone.

I feel like a geek.

I learnt something today…

From the most unlikely person: A trainer for a risk management system who was wearing very tight clothes. His arms were HUGE and sleeves looked like they were about to burst…!

He told us this:

Doing the right thing doesn’t mean you’re doing something right.

 

And how true.

This is something I know I will always remember. (Besides his huge hulk-ish arms…. =S)

There were ones with heart…

2 boys.
Out of 10,000.

I felt so guilty that I got them into this, but they were very kind. They did what they could, and were responsible young adults.

Why do the rest of them disappoint so?

I thought there was some hope for the future. But if only 0.002% of the population cared, then what future is there to look forward to?

I can’t wait for this week to be over. Lots happened today. Some were my fault, others weren’t. I’m very careless. I begin to doubt myself – am I really suited for this job?

I want to be my own boss.

Will.Enrol.In.Professioal.Makeup.Class.In.2010.

The eyes are misty……..

Gost, I nearly forgot about this little space of mine – thank goodness i still remembered the password.

Nothing much has changed – Am married now.

Otherwise, still lovin’ F1, Sebastian Vettel, Roger, Federer, Lee Min Ho, Boys over Flowers, Korean songs, traveling, makeup, fashion….. and puppies.

Speaking of which, the old dog isn’t doing too well. He’s got two bad legs. Can barely scartch himself while sitting down. yesterday he tried to run after the pizza boy, but nearly slipped over on of his bad feet.

And isn’t it odd that taiwan-bought instant noodles (spicy beef flavour) smells better than my hot and pipping pizza dinner? I wanna visit TW again, but I need more $ to spend and more days off.

In any case, at the rate my eyes are going, I may never get to enjoy wonderful scenary. It’s misty – my eyes, my vision. Something is odd about this. Maybe more tearducts are clogged up. Damn it. May be I cry too much.

Or maybe I just need more SLEEP.

 

5 weeks more till the honeymoon.